I've finished my 15 yrs old life

Assalamualaikum and Hello everyone! 

This week has been quite intense because yesterday was the day where all the form three students finally finished their battle.We got our result yesterday.I couldn't see many emotions because I came to the school early and also went home early.I think it didn't even take me 30 minutes.Everything was so smooth,all the parents and the students patiently waited for their turns,the teachers also gave out the result efficiently.

Alhamdulillah,my results are impressive,I can say.It's enough to satisfy myself and my parents.I kinda could guess my results from the technical checking (We got to know some subjects' marks beforehand,but after 5 times of checking though by the teachers and we were the last who checked the papers just to make sure the marks were tally with the ones that our teachers had counted) but I was still shocked when I got the results because from the way I studied,I was like 'okay if things are gonna happen,then they still will happen',you know pasrah.I felt so insecure when I saw all my friends were studying very hard,doing lots of exercises,reading reference books all day whenever they got any free time which is something that happens only once in a blue moon,including the boys! How was I not insecure when almost all my classmates were revising? You tell me now! 

Alhamdulillah,my friends did well in their PT3 :) I'm happy for me and for them too and if you didn't get the results that you expected,then that's okay! PT3 is not the end of your life,you still have SPM that you can improve yourself,that you actually can do it,it's just you need more effort. I know saying is very easy.Of course,you will feel depressed,pressured especially if your friends got good results and you didn't,you will feel left out for a while,your parents keep comparing you with your relatives,with their friends' children and all the negatives thought just keep influincing your mind.You can cry,you can let it out but do not let this affect your future.Instead,use this as a platform for you to do better in future. 

So,let's us all change for the better for our bright future! 

Fighting!

Haha okay,see you next time in another post.Congrats to all form three students :D Byeee! 

Drama recomendation #1 : Perfect Match series (Ugly Duckling)

Hello and Assalamualaikum everyone! How are you doing? I hope you have a nice day ahead :)

Do you remember when I said,I will tell you about the Thailand dramas that I watched? If not,you certainly are not following up with my blogposts :P 

Okay,there are two dramas that I watched.First,it's Ugly Duckling series 'Perfect Match'.

I found it while scrolling through my timeline.I saw this one person,I don't know who is she hahahaha but I followed her on Twitter,Probably around that time where I just hit the follow button randomly but anyways,lucky me that I followed her or I wouldn't find this drama and to think it again,I will not ever watch a Thai drama if I didn't follow her,right? Coincidentally,at the moment,there wasn't any Kdrama that really caught my attention so I thought,why not because she also posted a video and the video is so cute omg! If I tell you guys here,it won't sound cute so I rather not or you won't feel like watching it haha.

So,the story is about this one teenager girl,Junior (I forgot her surname as it's quite hard to pronounce,what else to remember huh lol) who feels insecure about herself because many people bash her for her round,chubby face so she goes for a kinda like plastic surgery and apparently,her skin is allergic to the utensils so her face starts to grow lots of pimples and her boyfriend dumps her.Then,her friends suggest her to sign up this one group,Ugly Duckling group and one of the members suggest to go to this one place (forgot its name because it's hard to pronounce too hahah go watch it la) because there is this one famous dermatologist.She gets into a new school and there's this one senior,P'Seua who always gets her back on her hard times and OMG THIS GUY IS ACTUALLY VERY FAR FROM MY FAV KIND OF GUY BUT HE'S LIKE VERY CUTE IN THIS AND ATTRACTIVE.I prefer a guy who's manly inside and out lol but this guy does have a manly body but a cheeky personality and it's so cute!! 

That's enough of a synopsis,I might end up writing about the whole story :3 But omg I cannot,guys.I'm legit smiling while writing this.I still remember some of my fav parts and still smile like a nutter whenever it pops out in my mind.You should watch it.I personally think this is a cute drama.

I will end it here.Another drama will be up in another post.I hope you enjoy reading this post of me fangirling :3 See you next time,bye! :D

Is that a ghost?!

Hello and Assalamualaikum everyone! How are you doing? I'm doing really fine and these days,I don't have any fun thing to write.Yeah I know that is a bad excuse but really,I just have nothing to tell you guys so yeah.

Just now my siblings and I and my mother have a little chat talking about stuff and I suddenly remembered about what happened this early morning...okay last night la sort of.The thing happened around 2am.

I woke up and went to the toilet and suddenly....I heard someone humming to Cheerleader (Islamic version) by Deen Squad "ohh she's amazinggg" but it's humming though not like literally singing LOL.I would have passed out right there right away if it did but when I tutup air, it stopped which is weirdly creepy.

After I told that to my mum,my mum told us about her experiences.When she was in the toilet,the lamp suddenly went off like around 2-3am so my mum was like "heyy bukalah" and it turned on.Another incident was also in the toilet,my mum was in there and all of a sudden,someone knocked the door also around the same hour and again,my mum "kejappp" and when she opened the door,there was no one.But,I swear my mum is so brave.She's not the bravest but at least,she's braver than me.

My mum is braver than me,I'm braver than my siblings,my siblings are such cowards -.-

Then my mum said,that's probably just my imagination because when I stopped the water,it stopped but when the water flowed again,it started again so I think it probably was just my bad imagination lol 

But,I'm sure I'm not the only one who ever experiences this.Probably,80% of us.I'm a coward but most of the time,I always try to avoid from thinking about ghosts,scary movies that I just watched,you know creepy stuff eg when you wanna go upstairs but no one bothers to accompany you (don't lie if you never do that to your coward siblings),you just gotta do it because there's no one will help you.Another example is,if you go to camps,most of the camps do night walks which you have to walk alone using the direction given by the facilitators.At that time,you can't cry and beg to the facis,you don't want to join the activity.DON'T EVER DO THAT or I'm scared the facis will probably put you somewhere ALONE EYES OPENED as a punishment and just imagine,how strong your mind will manipulate your eyes,you're gonna see things,you're gonna hear things while actually,there's nothing.Not everyone can see ghosts though and not everyone can handle that.In my opinion,I think I prefer to do the owl game or burung hantu where you will have to close your eyes and the facis will bring you somewhere by groups and they will put you somewhere alone.You can't see anything so it's either two,you force your mind to think positively or you let your mind manipulating you but for night walks,you have to walk alone and maybe on the way,you really see something,you never know (HEEHEEHEEHEE)

There will be one point in your life where you don't have anyone by your side who can accompany you everywhere,you have to stand on your own feet and just do it (The 45 year old me is back lol)

So,what I learnt is,we have to try to be brave but not over brave or it might lead you to something worser!

I hope you enjoy this post.See you next time.Bye :D