I've finished my 15 yrs old life

Assalamualaikum and Hello everyone! 

This week has been quite intense because yesterday was the day where all the form three students finally finished their battle.We got our result yesterday.I couldn't see many emotions because I came to the school early and also went home early.I think it didn't even take me 30 minutes.Everything was so smooth,all the parents and the students patiently waited for their turns,the teachers also gave out the result efficiently.

Alhamdulillah,my results are impressive,I can say.It's enough to satisfy myself and my parents.I kinda could guess my results from the technical checking (We got to know some subjects' marks beforehand,but after 5 times of checking though by the teachers and we were the last who checked the papers just to make sure the marks were tally with the ones that our teachers had counted) but I was still shocked when I got the results because from the way I studied,I was like 'okay if things are gonna happen,then they still will happen',you know pasrah.I felt so insecure when I saw all my friends were studying very hard,doing lots of exercises,reading reference books all day whenever they got any free time which is something that happens only once in a blue moon,including the boys! How was I not insecure when almost all my classmates were revising? You tell me now! 

Alhamdulillah,my friends did well in their PT3 :) I'm happy for me and for them too and if you didn't get the results that you expected,then that's okay! PT3 is not the end of your life,you still have SPM that you can improve yourself,that you actually can do it,it's just you need more effort. I know saying is very easy.Of course,you will feel depressed,pressured especially if your friends got good results and you didn't,you will feel left out for a while,your parents keep comparing you with your relatives,with their friends' children and all the negatives thought just keep influincing your mind.You can cry,you can let it out but do not let this affect your future.Instead,use this as a platform for you to do better in future. 

So,let's us all change for the better for our bright future! 

Fighting!

Haha okay,see you next time in another post.Congrats to all form three students :D Byeee!