It's been a while

Hello and Assalamualaikum!! 

It's been a while since I last wrote anything here.It was last year,I guess? OMG That's such a long time ago! I did this every single time I made a blog.I created,I wrote a lot then I stopped.Which normally ended with me deleting the blog and creating a new one after that LOL.

First of all,happy Ramadan to all muslims in the whole world.I wish you the best Ramadan and may Allah bless your Ramadan.Let's together make good deeds.No excuse la since all devils are tied.

"In Ramadan,our true nature exposes but it's also the month we cleanse our soul"

Do you guys still remember when I planned to update post everyday during Ramadan last year but also stopped halfway? I find it super fun when I see my favourite youtubers doing vlogmas so I thought,why not us muslim do Ramadan blogposts.You know,we can use it to reflect on ourselves and see what we can improve and whatnot.

I miss writing omg.I didn't realise this until I start writing again.This year has been a roller coaster.So many ups and downs and now we're already in half of the year,the first of June!! It's actually harder when you write it.Writing this makes me rewind everything that has happened this year which makes me having mixed feelings.I feel happy,sad,uneasy,overwhelmed,heavy and many other emotions mixed altogether.

I'm super busy this year I didn't have time to think about this little space of mine.I also rarely spent my time with my friends these days but now I'm starting to slow down on my prefects' work and and spend more time on myself with my family and friends. I'm currently liking this lifestyle but I also miss my busy life where I didn't even have time to have my recess,to have my lunch and my days were just filled with meetings and see her see him.Also,that's one way for me to keep fit lol because I'm such an eater. When I'm not busy,all I think about are "what does my mom cook today?" "when is the class ending??? I wanna have my recess" "Oh I still got some money.Hmmm I feel like eating sausages" "Let's go to McD"

So,when my time is fully occupied,I don't even have time to think about food.

You probably thought I was some kind of businesswoman or what but the reality is,I'm just a 17 years old girl who is busy with her school life LOL.

How did I end up writing here?

I was searching up for a movie to keep me awake because it's public holiday and it's Ramadan so a very perfect time to sleep in allldayyy errdayyy but I've slept in five days in a row and I don't want to get headache again today.You know,the pain you feel around your eyes when you oversleep.Yeah,that one,I don't like it.Also,sleeping in makes me a lot more exhausted than when I don't sleep.Once in a while,it's okay but if it's everyday,I cannot handle it.

So back to the story,I was searching up for a movie and thennn,Baba Zhou popped up in my mind and I thought."hmm why not we write a post?" so that explains why I'm here and it feels good to be back.It's as if I'm back to my old 16 years old life.Nothing much happened in 2016 but it was a great year.

I also want to rant huhu I lost my pencil box!!! I'm someone who studies with lots of pens because I like it when my reference books are filled with scribbles and lines and highlights.It makes me feel like a genius (who else is like this? HAHA) and I planned to polish up on my addmaths but my calculator was in my pencil box :') I need to buy a new one.I don't really care about the pens and highlighters but what I care is my calculator! It's priceless! There's this assurance feeling when I have my calculator like I can do everything with it.Yeah.

Talking about calculator makes me uneasy thinking about my trial is just around the corner so I should stop here.See you in next post (which I don't promise will be in this year LOL).Hope you enjoy this! Byeeee!