Talking is good sometimes

Hello and Assalamualaikum everyone!

First of all,I would like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin,I apologise from the deepest of my heart for all my wrongdoings and words that may hurt you or I purposely annoy you. Enjoy this Raya while it lasts because Raya is only once a year! Although.I know some of you might still not get the raya vibes but do something to make the best of 2016's Raya.I haven't felt like celebrating Raya too actually on the first day,like oh "I can't wait to wear new baju kurung,new tudung,new shoes" but really it kinda felt like a normal day,except it's Raya and oh yeah,food makes it more raya-ish lol.

I went to my father's hometown on the first day of Raya and Alhamdulillah,the traffic was great,well,I think it's smooth when we lalu at Karak because I slept and only woke up when we were already in LPT. The food was great,we also packed rendang,kuah lodeh,nasi impit,kleo which is Bangkahulu's traditional rendang I guess. Not sure how it's spelt though but it's said like that.In Terengganu,we don't have those rendang and all.We have satay,kuah kacang.nasi impit,nasi dagang or nasi minyak.It's a must to pack because I looooveeee rendang.All kinds of rendang.The other day,we made three kinds of rendang and all of them were so delicious.Rendang is like my ultimate Raya favourite but couldn't have it every year though because you know the raya-turn-this-year-here-next-year-there so if we Raya in Terengganu,no rendang and such. 

We did tahlil for our past family members.My cousins came around and we haven't had good chats for sooo long.Let's be honest (for some people,not all though),we become awkward with each other like when we were little,we used to gossip a lot,we talked a lot,we played together everytime I came,they slept over at my grandma's when I came and it was so fun back then.They are the reason why I love going back to the hometown.

But as we age,we become more shy,we don't talk to each other as much as we did,we are clueless on what to talk about when we meet each other so both parties just decide to keep quiet. Me,being the extrovert,really can't stand not talking especially when we are gathering,isn't it awkward to sit together without talking? It's awkward for me because I talk every single tiiimeee. I talk a lot,I talk even more when the other side can talk too. Some people that I approach,they're awkward like taknak layan sangat so I don't really talk to them like "fine la kalau taknak layan,tak kisah pun" 

Okay,sedih la en orang tak layan hahahahaha cakap sorang-sorang.

But this raya,I thought to myself,I have to talk to them because it's a waste to not talk to your cousins,they've been your friends since way before you know your current friends. And guess what,it's the best decision I've ever done and I couldn't get enough talking to them.We have a lot to listen to about our daily life talking about that,about this,boys uhuk,school stuff and all. I had so much fun! That really made my Raya a lottt better.

So,my point here is,sometimes talking can fix things. It could be annoying for some people,I know like eee dia ni banyaknya cakap bla bla but without talking,you lose satu nikmat dunia lol. Eh talking also is a blessing you know like makanan nikmat dunia,talking pun la. 

Okay,I'm tired now.Gotta go,byeee :D 

Nothing is impossible,guys! FIGHTING

Hello and Assalamualaikum!!! 

It's been a looooong time since the last time I posted anything.I swear,it's not that I didn't try to write,I did! But it's all drafted because I don't know,nowadays I always have this thought whenever I'm about to post that nobody cares but actually when I created this blog,I've said to myself that I just wanna write whatever I wanted.I'll have to clear that thought someday somehow lol.

Okay,yesterday has been a quite hectic day for me because last Wednesday,I didn't go to school so there are things to be caught up.Before you think I played truant,nope.That wasn't the case. Boo at you :P My grandma has a medical appointment and my mother was the one who drove her to the hospital and accompanied her so we also have to go because no one can take care of my grandpa at home while they went to the hospital.Obviously,my siblings and I were more than happy to go :DDDDD We also were supposedly to not go to school yesterday and today because we thought my grandma will be having a cataract operation last Wed,turned out,she didn't .... She misheard the doctor...... So,we have to go to school....

I didn't bring my phone to my hometown because firstly,it ran out of battery. Secondly,I'm someone that doesn't like to charge phone,okay more to lazy to charge phone. Thirdly,I didn't bother to buy the data because whenever I purchase it,nothing so important comes up in the notification bar but when I didn't,there are loads of importants stuff lol.Thanks to my sister for charging my phone :))  *sends fly kisses to my sister downstairs*

Plus,I was almost left by my bus! I ran very fast or I'll be left omg nothing to be embarassed anymore at the time.I didn't care at all about other people.What's more important was I must get on the bus ASAP! Thank God,I did it.I ran out of breath,I legit couldn't breathe,in my head I just like AHH I WANT TO DRINK NOW I WANT TO BREAK FAST PLEASE but of course I couldn't because it's Ramadan sisters. Luckily,I got to sit early lol.

So when I arrived home,I checked my phone.My phone was turned off while it was charged so I turned it on.My phone is this kind that when you turn it off and then you turn it on,it just goes crazy for so long. Okay,not that long,only for a few minutes but it felt like few minutes of hell for me especially when I saw that there were LOTS of important things but the phone just didn't want to cooperate ugh I was so annoyed I almost threw my phone.

Lately,the form 4 prefects are busy with the preparation for the jamuan pengawas.At first,I didn't really feel the rush yet even though my friends who are the heads for the preparation said that "macam nak gila buat benda ni" blabla but when we have meeting last week,I really can feel it man like omg if we start to prepare at last minute,I'm 100% sure it won't go smoothly I swear.We're trying our best to give hands as much as possible and hope that the event will turn out perfectly.Or almost perfectly. Frankly,it's hard to call the people to book that,book this and all since we're just students  so normally,people don't really care when students call with our economy nowadays especially.We try to find the cheapest that we could get for everything and would love if the prefects want to donate.Even 10 cent is valuable to us so we can reduce the price that have to be paid by the prefects who will go the event. If there is any JESS prefects here who read this,IF,lol,we are more than happy if you want to donate some for this event :D Thank you so much! 

It's 6.10.Gotta get ready to go to sleep,EH go to school la. IT'S FRIDAY AND TOMORROW IS SATURDAY YEHOO.Okay,I guess it's not too late to wish Happy Ramadan to all muslims in the world.Collect as much pahala as you can in this holy month where Allah doubles all of our every good deed.Let us all change to the better :D Byeee :D 

Challenge Rindu by Hafiz Zulkafly

Assalamualaikum and helloooo everyone!! Omg it's been a longgggg time since I last posted.I wanted to but I was so lazy to write like seriously.Plus,I'm out of idea on what to write.Not gonna keep the introduction long lol.

So,a few weeks ago,I got a message from my old classmate saying that she missed me.I thought it was quite strange because eh why did she suddenly message me and said she missed me? I was touched,obviously me being the soft-hearted person :') She told me that she tagged me in her blogpost to do this challenge so I thought,why not haha

But...the reactions I got after sending the messages to these 11 people -_-

For this one,I even changed another icon so that she wouldn't know me haha (a gross guy picture,at that LOL)

Hahahaha this person has got pranked so many times I guess

Ohoo this one got very cuak,she thought my phone was hacked by some gross guy HAHAH

Rindu....you #ciaciacia HAHA

Fine,said rindu also wrong not rindu also wrong what do u want huh?! 

this one,this one even blocked me on whatsapp and removed me from our group whatsapp just because I said "rindu".Really wanted to hit her at the moment,thank goodness she wasn't around hahahaha love u anyway

HAHAHA another one got cuak thinking my phone might be hacked by anyone but she didn't get to see the gross guy picture,I changed the icon because even myself couldn't stand seeing my whatsapp icon ew 

this one replied late 

you.....#ciaciacia (p/s : this is a different person okay)

no words censored whatsoever too lazy to edit the picture lol 

lol okay let me translate this "What's wrong with you,salah send ke bang" turned out I'm the male in the group.

You guys may be thinking that they despise me so much but really deep in their heart,they do love me :DDDD

If you want to participate this challenge,you can click on the banner above.It's fun,you should give it a try hahaha.

I tag anyone that wants to join :)

So,see you in another post...not soon though. Bye :DD

Roadrun 2k16

Hello and Assalamualaikum guys!!

It's been a longgggg time since I updated anything.It was before 2015.Oh gosh,it's been a year since the last time I posted anything to this blog! Sorry guys,school life has been hectic with loads of homework and activities after school.One thing that I learnt is,don't ever procrastinate or it's gonna affect you afterwards.For example,I didn't do my hw that one night and the nights after,I have to stay up to get it done and I regretted it so much! I wanna say that now,I'm kinda used to staying up late,sometimes all my hw are done but I sort of don't want to go to bed yet until it's past 12 midnight..

Okay,so let's back to the topic.I had a roadrun yesterday.It was the most satisfying roadrun I've ever went to because I have always been one of the last people who arrived at school but yesterday,it's the earliest I've ever arrived to school after the roadrun and that's the most running I did after so long.

The day before the road run,I set my mind that I wanted to get at least top 50 but when I stepped out of the school gate,I was already out of breath! How was I ever gonna get a number hahahah.It's not even 1km yet! Blame my low metabolism.Plus,I didn't drink much water so I felt very dehydrated to the point where I could even ask strangers to give me some water but fuhh,gladly I didn't hehe.I ran and then I walked and then I ran again and keep doing that but when I almost arrived,I gave up on running and decided to just walk because it was hell tiring! I ran alone at that which is quite surprising for me because I always wanted to walk with my friends,go anywhere accompanied by my friends and all.I know,clingy :P but yesterday I ran alone most of the time.

I ran with this one junior,a year younger than me,SHE GOT A PLACE ! I MEAN I RAN WITH HER but she's in form three and my friend said,form three still got lots of number by the time I arrived so that's why she got a place.We basically walked together,I ran then she also ran hahahah I'm not saying she's following me,I mean you know we kinda walked together not saying a word because sometimes you don't have to say anything.Enjoy the silence.

After that,we took a lot of photos.Typical students hahahah and the day ended there.That's okay,I still have one year left in school.I'm kinda sad though thinking that I will be 17 next year and then I will go to university,to the outside world.It scares me sometimes,whether I can survive or not but let's just go with the flow.

Don't expect a new post anytime soon lol.See you next time.Bye :DD

2k16

Hello and Assalamualaikum everybody.

Yeah,I'm finally here writing you a post lol I haven't been writing for ages! There are so many unreasonable excuses why I didn't write such as,lazy,no idea,just don't feel like writing because blogging needs to have mood unless blogging is your work but since this is just to fill my free time so yeah.

Happy New year to everyone! I hope you only have good things happening in your life in this year and many more years coming and I'm pretty sure,I'm not the only one who have tons of wishlists.Really guys,there're so many things I wanna accomplish this year.One of them is,I really wanna score in science since I suck at it,like I'm really bad in science.If I were to choose between math and science,abviously,without any doubt,I'd choose math because I love math! *giving hearts to math* 

Moreover,I joined science stream so of course,I need to score those four killer subjects (physics,add math,biology,chemistry).When I think it back,I think it's better for me to join sc stream as there are so many things I can do in sc stream and you have a lot of choices of careers.My teacher also said,"If you join sc stream,when you enter universities,you can do any course you want because you already go through the hard course." gotta admit on that one.It kinda stresses me out when anyone says,"you don't deserve to join this stream" "you should take another stream" you know it sometimes makes me regret like why do I even join this stream but then I try to think positive that if other people can do this,why can't I,right? 

So,if you have anything you feel like lacking at,just do it and believe in yourself.You can achieve anything you set your mind to it.It all depends on your effort.I have to work hard,you have to work hard,everyone has to work hard to get what you want.I also want to get more matured this year lol like not that kind of maturing where I don't laugh at stupid things.I start to realise that I laugh very easily hahaha I thought I was someone who's really hard to be amused but it turns out the otherwise :3 

Whatever your wishes are this year,enjoy your 2016 because you can never ever rewind it again.Okay,see you soon in another post,sometimes.Lol.Bye :D 

I've finished my 15 yrs old life

Assalamualaikum and Hello everyone! 

This week has been quite intense because yesterday was the day where all the form three students finally finished their battle.We got our result yesterday.I couldn't see many emotions because I came to the school early and also went home early.I think it didn't even take me 30 minutes.Everything was so smooth,all the parents and the students patiently waited for their turns,the teachers also gave out the result efficiently.

Alhamdulillah,my results are impressive,I can say.It's enough to satisfy myself and my parents.I kinda could guess my results from the technical checking (We got to know some subjects' marks beforehand,but after 5 times of checking though by the teachers and we were the last who checked the papers just to make sure the marks were tally with the ones that our teachers had counted) but I was still shocked when I got the results because from the way I studied,I was like 'okay if things are gonna happen,then they still will happen',you know pasrah.I felt so insecure when I saw all my friends were studying very hard,doing lots of exercises,reading reference books all day whenever they got any free time which is something that happens only once in a blue moon,including the boys! How was I not insecure when almost all my classmates were revising? You tell me now! 

Alhamdulillah,my friends did well in their PT3 :) I'm happy for me and for them too and if you didn't get the results that you expected,then that's okay! PT3 is not the end of your life,you still have SPM that you can improve yourself,that you actually can do it,it's just you need more effort. I know saying is very easy.Of course,you will feel depressed,pressured especially if your friends got good results and you didn't,you will feel left out for a while,your parents keep comparing you with your relatives,with their friends' children and all the negatives thought just keep influincing your mind.You can cry,you can let it out but do not let this affect your future.Instead,use this as a platform for you to do better in future. 

So,let's us all change for the better for our bright future! 

Fighting!

Haha okay,see you next time in another post.Congrats to all form three students :D Byeee! 

Drama recomendation #1 : Perfect Match series (Ugly Duckling)

Hello and Assalamualaikum everyone! How are you doing? I hope you have a nice day ahead :)

Do you remember when I said,I will tell you about the Thailand dramas that I watched? If not,you certainly are not following up with my blogposts :P 

Okay,there are two dramas that I watched.First,it's Ugly Duckling series 'Perfect Match'.

I found it while scrolling through my timeline.I saw this one person,I don't know who is she hahahaha but I followed her on Twitter,Probably around that time where I just hit the follow button randomly but anyways,lucky me that I followed her or I wouldn't find this drama and to think it again,I will not ever watch a Thai drama if I didn't follow her,right? Coincidentally,at the moment,there wasn't any Kdrama that really caught my attention so I thought,why not because she also posted a video and the video is so cute omg! If I tell you guys here,it won't sound cute so I rather not or you won't feel like watching it haha.

So,the story is about this one teenager girl,Junior (I forgot her surname as it's quite hard to pronounce,what else to remember huh lol) who feels insecure about herself because many people bash her for her round,chubby face so she goes for a kinda like plastic surgery and apparently,her skin is allergic to the utensils so her face starts to grow lots of pimples and her boyfriend dumps her.Then,her friends suggest her to sign up this one group,Ugly Duckling group and one of the members suggest to go to this one place (forgot its name because it's hard to pronounce too hahah go watch it la) because there is this one famous dermatologist.She gets into a new school and there's this one senior,P'Seua who always gets her back on her hard times and OMG THIS GUY IS ACTUALLY VERY FAR FROM MY FAV KIND OF GUY BUT HE'S LIKE VERY CUTE IN THIS AND ATTRACTIVE.I prefer a guy who's manly inside and out lol but this guy does have a manly body but a cheeky personality and it's so cute!! 

That's enough of a synopsis,I might end up writing about the whole story :3 But omg I cannot,guys.I'm legit smiling while writing this.I still remember some of my fav parts and still smile like a nutter whenever it pops out in my mind.You should watch it.I personally think this is a cute drama.

I will end it here.Another drama will be up in another post.I hope you enjoy reading this post of me fangirling :3 See you next time,bye! :D